A Story Told In Songs
I'm feeling quite confident as of late. Despite all the exam hysteria and the fact that I'm still facing 8 exams and one term paper that is not yet quite ready. But still, I found this new flat-share in the Elisabethstraße which is basically like in front of the campus. And I am happy with that choice. Both my flat-mates are med students, girls that is. My room is huge, one of this really charming old buildings with a height of roughly four meters. The loggia is super, the kitchen is awesome ... it just seems to be the perfect place for me. Kathi is one of the girls. As far as I can see, she's a great person. Warm-hearted. Funny. And listening to FM4. No-one listening to FM4 is basically a bad person ...
Don't ask me what's going on (again) between me and Michi, but there is something going on - actually. All of a sudden, we're in contact (again). All of a sudden, I remember what I felt for him in the past, which is basically just a major crush. But seeing that this guy won't back off my mind since February might mean quite something. Let's face it. I kind of fell for him in a way that no-one else in the past couple of months made me fall for. Not even close. I mean, this is something more than just the initial "enthusiasm." On Friday I compiled a CD for him and got this idea to write a story along the songs that I chose. I entitled it "A Story Told In Songs," which is in essence a really cheesy and corny love-story, like taken from a really bad romantic gay movie. But somehow I liked the story, and I know, I really do know that Michi is in for that kind of stuff big time. I mean, hello?! He's possibly one of the most romantic guys God ever put on this earth. So I put it in the mail along with my JAWS-story (which I promised him months ago) ... and, well, let's see ... I know that there's going to be some reaction. And again, who knows?! Maybe we'll hook up on Saturday at the Rosy clubbing. I'll somehow have to coerce him into going there. I'd love to dance with him, since he is supposed to be that great a dancer. Something's different this time. I still smile whenever I think about him. I still have those really profoundly dirty and bad thoughts, like total-fuck phantasies in some phone booth and whatnot. But I'm not obsessing right now, more like 'whatever happens, happens anyway.' One thing's for sure, having someone like him as your friend, like friend in a relationship-kind-of-sense, must be the most enthralling and joyous things I can imagine. But as I said ... I'm not obsessing here ;-)
Don't ask me what's going on (again) between me and Michi, but there is something going on - actually. All of a sudden, we're in contact (again). All of a sudden, I remember what I felt for him in the past, which is basically just a major crush. But seeing that this guy won't back off my mind since February might mean quite something. Let's face it. I kind of fell for him in a way that no-one else in the past couple of months made me fall for. Not even close. I mean, this is something more than just the initial "enthusiasm." On Friday I compiled a CD for him and got this idea to write a story along the songs that I chose. I entitled it "A Story Told In Songs," which is in essence a really cheesy and corny love-story, like taken from a really bad romantic gay movie. But somehow I liked the story, and I know, I really do know that Michi is in for that kind of stuff big time. I mean, hello?! He's possibly one of the most romantic guys God ever put on this earth. So I put it in the mail along with my JAWS-story (which I promised him months ago) ... and, well, let's see ... I know that there's going to be some reaction. And again, who knows?! Maybe we'll hook up on Saturday at the Rosy clubbing. I'll somehow have to coerce him into going there. I'd love to dance with him, since he is supposed to be that great a dancer. Something's different this time. I still smile whenever I think about him. I still have those really profoundly dirty and bad thoughts, like total-fuck phantasies in some phone booth and whatnot. But I'm not obsessing right now, more like 'whatever happens, happens anyway.' One thing's for sure, having someone like him as your friend, like friend in a relationship-kind-of-sense, must be the most enthralling and joyous things I can imagine. But as I said ... I'm not obsessing here ;-)
karma_police - 15. Jun, 00:13
