Alright then, anonymous commentator ... consider yourself challenged. Actually, it's fun not really being able to figure out who the hell you are. At first, I was totally sure who you are. Now that I've got to read some of your own entries here on "twoday," I am at a total loss of picking clues together. At first, I thought you were a man, talking about that girl that is now somewhat studying psych in Klagenfurt. Then the bi-issue emerged. So after going through the people that appear to be friends or something along these lines ... I'm clueless. There is actually nobody that would fit the pattern. But I like that kind of suspense. The only thing that is for sure is that you're from university studying roughly the same thing as I do. By the way, thanks for the tampon/lipstick gag ... that was hilarious.

Now to some serious business here ... today was quite a good day. I had one of my favourite lectures, ethics with Prof. Strasser who I almost admire for his sarcasm and aptitude. He's the entertainer type of prof. I really enjoy his lectures. After that I basically spent the entire day at the library, having a short break at home in order to eat. But the remaining time was spent reading Moshin Hamid and several research articles for my literary paper. Great topic. I love it. As far as the library goes, there are some guys, cheeezuz. Of course I will refrain from dropping any names but - cheeezuz. Handsome guys all over the place. Alright, there are a few freaks and nerds in between, the regular law and medicine guys - puke - but all told, it's really exciting to just sit right there and pretend that you're this totally immersed in this hugely interesting novel or whatever the pretext of sitting there is. I like the fact that there's always some acquainted faces, such as Evi, Nina and the likes.

Back to Saturday, I guess I'll be having a lot of fun - if only to follow the advice being given anonymously :-) no seriously, Rosy has been fun every single time since it is this gigantic cabarett which does not fail to entertain me, time and again. And it does exactly because I am so not part of the "community." This makes it really liberating to mingle among the walking clichés and contradictions. I'll be having a few vodkas with Christian, the hyper-intellectual Italian prof. I'll be having the promised beer with the other Christian. Funny enough, now that his so-called relationship has come to an awful end, he remembers having had friends. Anyway, I won't be dealing any foul cards to him. Oh, and Markus. He has already inquired about my presence at Rosy several times. So yes, I'll definitely not feel bored. What will come of it? The heck, I don't care. Actually, and I know this sounds kind of nasty, but I'll be doing some bathing in the limelight, just to boost my ego again. I guess, Maren will be accompanying me and it's always fun with her - even though she's got his tendency of being really addicted to me, not moving an inch away from me. I'll be pulling off the regular show and God knows how it will turn out. But honestly, in a way it would be nice to have the opportunity of taking somebody home. If only to decline the offer. I'm an a-hole, right? *gg* Oliver is going to be there as well. I guess, Andi, too. And of course, Georg, Andi & Ingo. I'd have a good mind to just talk to Ingo and ignore the other two but I probably won't and be polite all over again. The interesting part will pan out at around four or five in the morning when Georg - as usual - will have his level of booze and become all emotional and whoozy. I could bet my ass that he'd stalk me and that he'd try to kiss me and grab me and stuff. Being sober right now, I'd definitely forecast me telling him to back off and get the hell out of my view. But seeing that I probably won't be sober ... I have no idea of how I'd react. Maybe I'd get weak and we'd end up in bed. And what would come of that? Basically nothing because seriously ... yesterday when I was lying in bed wide awake I was for the first time ever feeling totally neutral towards Georg ... I didn't miss him and the thought of him wanting me again appeared to be kind of so not interesting. Anyway, stranger things have happened ... so maybe we'll hook up again, maybe we'll just have break-up sex or maybe nothing at all will happen, maybe I'll get to know someone entirely new, maybe, baby ... I don't know anything at all ...

But one thing's for sure: life's exciting again ...